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Lol half of your followers are on tumblrdatinggame(.)com
Uhmmm…? Cuz I’m sexy, right?
Guys: Ew. Fat girls.
I am done with being the chunky one, the insecure one, the one who doesn’t change with the other girls in the locker room, the biggest ballerina, the size 9 when my friends are 0.
I weigh 127, I am 5 feet tall. My goal is anywhere between 115 and 105. The lower the better.
I’m not obese, just chunky. I’m pretty big-boned too, so that doesn’t help my cause.
Tea: 0 Calories
Splenda: 0 Calories
Apple: About 65
Carrot: About 30
10 Grapes: About 35
Banana: About 105
I will bike 2 miles, do 3 forms of crunches, 25 each, Dance for an hour. Some days, I’ll have softball for 1 1/2 hours. Marching band is right around the corner.
I’m eliminating soda, cutting back on fast-food to once a week, and trying to get rid of air-tight packages food.
If I keep busy, I won’t be hungry. I won’t eat before 6:30am and after 8:30pm
I’m also trying to break the habit of biting my cuticles. I can’t get manicures and I read that it’s an early sign to an anxiety disorder. And it just hurts and bleeds randomly. I’m trying to wear less make-up and not care about how I look a much. It’s not fun. I want to be myself, not who people expect me to be. That’s my goal.
If you read this, bless you and your patient heart.
